The Pythia's Cave

It's 3.20AM here in Italy and I'm still awake. I hate it when I can't sleep because of an exam.
I also had two BIG panic attacks and they weren't fun.

I know there are bigger problems.
I know it's just an exam and if I don't pass it I can try it in June.
I know the professor is not a bastard.


I know this.

But I can't help but feel anxious, and nervous, and a bit hysterical.

This has been one of the worst and one of the best nights in my life. 
On one side, I was unable to sleep (I LOVE SLEEPING), I'm nervous and in a few hours I'm going to have an exam.
On the other side, I talked and talked and talked to a new friend of mine, who I have discovered recently. Her name is Orsi (short for Orsetta) and probably she's going to be reading this in the morning (since she's the only one of my friends who knows about my lj).

So, thanks Orsi for the help you gave me for the exam and for listening to my problems!

OMG, I don't even know why The Nightmare Before Christmas' opening song came to my mind....

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!


I'm quite desperate
*deep breaths*
*deep breaths*

My Greek Arch. exam is tomorrow morning.... WHY DO I FEEL LIKE I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING??


AAAAAAHHHHHHH



-don't mind me, I'm just anxious.

Girls, thank you for your support!
Fortunately my Christian Archaeology exam went well, 30/30 ^^ I'm really happy!

However, on Monday I have Greek Archaeology and I really, REALLY, don't have any will to study, Today I didn't do much and even if mostly I just have to re-read and repeat everything, there are things I must study better. But I'm exhausted, without energy.
What keeps me going on is the thought that four exams are done and I only have two more.

It's not that I don't like Greek Archaeology - I just need to find the right mood and state of mind, right now they're both eluding me.

Moreover my roommate is not here and I have the room for myself... that means I totally laze around, I sit on the bed with the pc, the book on the side, my aroma-therapy (ginseng and cinnamon, should be energyzing) near.

To distract myself (something I've done all the afternoon *rolls eyes at herself* I can't help it) I'll change my lj icons.