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Mar. 21st, 2009

Lost

Falling to the depths can I ever go back

Tonight I'm so alone
This sorrow takes ahold
Don't leave me here so cold
Never want to be so cold

Your touch used to be so kind
Your touch used to give me life
I've waited all this time, I've wasted so much time


[Falling Inside the Black - Skillet]



I'm angry and bitter.

On Sunday my friend Riccardo (Ricky) is leaving for Japan: for months. He's coming back on September/October. I came to Modena just to see him.

With my friends we had agreed to have a party tomorrow/today (it's already past midnight) for him.
Well, this evening (at 10.50 pm) I found a text message from my friend Eugi (who should be one of my BEST FRIENDS) inviting all the gang to her house for 10 pm - however I arrived home at 7.30 pm and was simply exhausted - so I answered her that I had seen the message only in that moment and that we were going to see each other tomorrow evening.

Eugi: "Riccardo says -hi- and says you're going to see each other in october after the graduation"

I was shocked "Why, isn't he coming tomorrow? What about the party?"

Eugi: "We went out this evening - there's no party tomorrow. You can find us at the pub"

WTF, WTF, WTF, WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Me: "Maybe you could have just told me! Tomorrow morning I have to get up early and my mom doesn't want me to go out! You could have told me earlier - you sent me a message at 9pm for 10 pm and you know I get back late at friday evening!"

Eugi: "I have sent a message to everyone else, they all came and they have no problems."

Me: "OF COURSE, FUCK, YOU'RE ALL IN MODENA! I had to come back from Padua and I had some health problems this week!"

Goddamn I'm so angry I can barely see straight.
I was really looking forward to see RIccardo! I'm going to miss him so much!

And what hurts the most is that Eugi didn't care enough to phone me to ask if I was coming or why hadn't I aswered to the message. When I organize an outing I send them a message then I call them if they don't answer (which Eugi does 90% of the time and usually I CAN'T find her anywhere 'cause she doesn't answer to her cellphone).
Damn, I feel like... trash. Trash that can be tossed out of the window and forgotten.

I guess I'm not that important to her.
 


Aug. 31st, 2008

Nightwish

We Are All Satellites With Golden Wings Inhaling The Light, Pushed To Meet Criteria In The Long Run

240

So, I finally read BREAKING DAWN, by Stephenie Meyer, the last book of the Twilight saga - of course in English since the Italian version still hasn't been published: some things were clichés, others were unexpected (like Jacob&Nessie) but I liked how it ended: my favourite part is Book 3, while I found Book 2 a bit gross and grottesque.
I'm not happy with the actors chosen for the movie, especially I don't like Edward! Not only he's not very handsome (his nose is crooked, for God's sake!) but from what I've seen he's not that good at acting, I already didn't like him as Cedric Diggory in Harry Potter 4... sorry to all his fans, but I really don't like him!

On Tuesday I have the first exam of September, Ancient Religions, that won't be much difficult, I hope.

Instead, last Sunday I went to Venice with some friends of mine, 'cause we wanted to see the Guggenheim Museum, but ended up walking around the city since it was a beautiful, sunny day. We had much fun and I wanted to buy a Carnival mask (a cat one like this one -->240 art by Victoria Francés) but in the afternoon we were in a hurry to take the train so I couldn't buy it. Of course it wasn't the first time I was in Venice (more like the fifth or sixth), but it's always nice to visit this beautiful city.

Some photos for you:
 

Let's Wash Down The Years... )

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